| I MOVED IN CASE YOU DIDNT NOTICE |
[09 Apr 2005|10:23am] |
LAST CALL
I have moved to a new journal. I just need a fresh start haha. I've had this journal for almost 3 years.
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| It is Time.... |
[03 Apr 2005|10:53am] |
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It's time for a move.....
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Please Add me It's friends only so when you comment I'll Add you...(If I havent already...)
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| AT LAST.... |
[30 Mar 2005|05:16pm] |
I love that song....
Im so ill with my choices of friends lately.
Im so glad I have people like Jay Angela Richard Andrew Kensi Thanks Yall. Yall rock!
Im so fed up with school. GRAH!!!
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[27 Mar 2005|09:15am] |
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Well since Im not at church...I'll just rant.
I'm so sick of fake. Im sick of plastic outsides and hollow insides.
Im sick of thinking that I'm okay to trust people and then finding out that I'm completely wrong.
I have this idea forming in my head.
God created all of us. Fat Skinny Cellulite Bones Buck Teeth Stringy Hair etc. He created us all in his image. Correct?
So who the hell...has the right to call ANYONE ugly? No one. Because its like a slap in the face to God.
I believe the more people call others ugly...the uglier their inside becomes.
And let me warn you ahead of time. the uglier your inside becomes the less beautiful your face will be.
(This applies to even me)
I hope everyone has learned some type of lesson. I sure have.
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| Oh well. |
[27 Mar 2005|08:33am] |
Easter Sunday....isn't good.
Im not at church with Jay. Instead I'm at home.
I miss my boyfriend. I miss spring break. I need another week.
I miss my friggen boyfriend.
Damn.
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[26 Mar 2005|02:34pm] |
P.S.
Judgemental people...are NOT cool.
(hah)
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| Spring Break 2005 |
[26 Mar 2005|02:30pm] |
Hmm...
It was fun!
Yesterday was really fun. Six Flags. We all had a blast I hope. Me and Jay loved it. Andrew seemed like he did. Richard Better have. Mike spent so much money getting Angela a cute stuffed animal lol. They both better have LOVED it! Jenna saw her friend.
I hope it was fun!
Jay Hammond You are my best friend and my boyfriend. I love you VERY much. I cant wait till we start looking for our apt. in the next few months!
Oh yeah!
Mike and Angela sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G! = )
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[19 Mar 2005|02:22pm] |
MeWithoutYou was AMAZING monday.
Term paper is FINALLY over. FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!
Last night was so much fun!
Angela and Richard came over and we played all kinds of games it was great!!! We're playing again sunday I dont care if they like it or not.
Then around 1:30 am. Andrew came up and him and Jay stayed over. Andrew slept in the floor. LoL it was sad.
Me and mom went to Old Navy to get some clothes I got some shirts and a really cute headband. It was for my grades. = )
AP Eng - 100
Spanish 2 - 100
Yearbook - 100
Anatomy - 91
I HATE YOU ANATOMY!!!
Im ready for some cranium tonight with my cousin Emily. SHe's home from Atlanta and I've missed her. I miss Jay.
Tomorrow promises to be sweet.
I HAVE THE THREE BEST FRIENDS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!
ANGELARICHARDANDREW!!!!! LOL
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| There's Beauty In The Break Down |
[13 Mar 2005|12:08pm] |
After watching Saved I've come to the obvious realization....
Its true.
Hypocrisy is everwhere in religion. everywhere.
Also. I also realized that Ive never stopped and noticed how attractive Macaulay Culkin is. He is very nice. The girl who's with him in the movie is my idol. Just because she's real.
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[12 Mar 2005|03:03pm] |
I fucking hate whores...
Sluts...
Wanna-be whores....
Girls who feel like they have to show it all to be it all...
Guys who are whores...
Easy people...
Skanks...
Whatever you want to call them.
This is to all of the above...Eat shit.
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[12 Mar 2005|02:47pm] |
My boyfriend is crazy sexy cool...... (His hair is now JET black.)
I just needed to show that...
And that.....
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[09 Mar 2005|10:27am] |
Well today promises to be nice...
I am super tired. But we're playing Cranium in anatomy because me and Andrew are awesome.
We've gotten back to our old days of just having fun and that impresses and overjoys me. I think Ive been replaced with Sarah as far as hanging out a lot after school goes but its okay lol. I understand he's a boy with a crush.
Its either that or halo 2. haha.
My boyfriend is amazing. Our relationship has very much improved over the last few months. We're buying our season passes tonight. I had to wait on my money to come back into my accound. Six Flags is going to rule. Anyways.
MewithoutYou in 5 days. Im drooling now.
New top 5 favorite movies...
Eternal SUnshine of The Spotless Mind
Igby Goes Down
Donnie Darko
Lord of The Rings Trilogy
Tommy Boy!!!
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[06 Mar 2005|11:41am] |
Igby Goes Down...
My new second favorite movie.
Nothing can surpass Eternal Sunshine.
Have to get ready for work early because my wallet is in Jay's car. So I have to go get it. Which sucks because im running on empty already and I cant afford gas for another two weeks.
I suck.
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[06 Mar 2005|08:36am] |
I started my short story last night...
It came to me friday night while I was riding in the car down tarrant parkway...
It's beautiful.
I worked 10 hours yesterday and I work
9 today. Im going out of target with a flipping bang.
As insane as it sounds Im going to miss Ruth Ashley Ina and Tom...They are my favorite people. Along with Cierra and Lauren...Those girls make my day. Oh yeah and Katrina. I really want to make an effort to come see them because those girls really are as sweet as it gets. Its rare that you find co-workers that you can really appreciate.
Man I miss Jay...He's at church. I didnt feel like going because Im lazy I know. But yeah.
Stayed at his house Friday and Saturday because I fell asleep both times. Except Friday was a little planned. lol. Watched Terminator 1 and 2 and they are so great. Whoever hates those movies....you're insane.
I figured out my hair for prom and all I have left to buy are shoes and that is really not going well. If anyone knows where I can find teal-turquoise shoes...I'll be really happy if you tell me. because I cant find any. ANYWHERE.
Im going to go lay down Im so tired. I didnt leave work until 11:15 and I got there at 1:45. INSANE.
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| Brookwood tonight |
[04 Mar 2005|03:23pm] |
Nothing like spending the night next to your man...
Jay stayed over last night and he is just great. Woke up to the sound of my nephew talking LOUD!!!!!!!
Tonight it's brookwood then pizza and a movie for me and Jay. We're excited. It's our first night alone in a while. We're ready for some peace and quiet and some relaxation lol.
My room is a disaster area. Im going to clean it. I realized....
Couples are cute.
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| Garden State.....WoW..... |
[02 Mar 2005|11:18pm] |
So, let go, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Man that movie gets me.
Ive never been so thankful for Jay than I have been the past few weeks. He's a blessing.
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| Creepiest scene....Halloween....Micheal Myers in a Ghost outfit... |
[27 Feb 2005|01:30pm] |
I just want to say a few things that have been on my mind...I'll save the best for last...
**This is to everyone who used to be around**
Im sorry things faded...Im sorry things went in different directions and half of us chose different ones. Im sorry that things seem so tense and stretched between us all. Im sorry most of all that it came down to that. I would still like everyone to know that I think about you all the time and I reflect back on our memories we all slowly created together and I laugh. I get sad thinking about them at times. I want you to know you'll forever remain in my heart as part of me because you helped me be who I am.
**This is especially for Celia Mayhew (sp?) and Kyle F.**
What you two have is beautiful. Hold on to it. Dont abuse it with silly arguments and nasty disagreements. Nurture it and thank God every day for it. For so long I resented Jay for the simple fact that I loved him so much. Dont ever do that. Love each other and dont be afraid to love deep and love strong. Let it out and just know that its there and its real. Let it happen and let it be natural and beautiful.
I love you both.
**This is for Angela and Richard**
You two...are amazing. Remarkable. You're two best friends who are my two best friends. God could have never been more precise when he allowed me to come across you two. I love you both so much. I never want to think back on us and say "what happened to that?" I want more than anything for us to remain friends forever. You two are the only two people I know who can brighten my day every day and just make me feel like Im me. I love you both so much. Your friendship is the best gift either of you have ever given me. Know forever that I never once resented our friendship and I never will. You two make me complete and I cant imagine a world without you in it. I cant explain just how much I appreciate everything you have both done for me. I realy cant but I will tell you simply that I truely love you both. I love you.
**This is For Jay**
What is there to say? How can I say everything I feel for you? I cant. It would be merely impossible. I love you so much. I hope one day you come across this and you know. I hope you just feel it. I am so blessed to have you. What I EVER did to deserve you I will never know but Im so blessed that I have you. I cant sum up in words how I feel about you so this one will be shortest because tomorrow is our 28 month ann. and I plan on doing something special for you. (I have to think of that) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
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| Oohhhh The Happiness flowing from my heart right now.... |
[27 Feb 2005|10:38am] |
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Tonight I work from 3:45 to 9:45
Wednesday I work 4:15 to 10:00
Saturday I work 1:45 to 10:00
AND THEN I NEVER FREAKING GO BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im addicted to MeWithoutYou's new stuff. Its really good. I love #2.
GUESS WHO'S GOING TO THAT SHOW IN ATL on the 12th?
ME AND JAY!!!!!!!!!
Im so freaking ready Ive dreamed of seeing them live for SO long. Im probably going to pee myself. Mewithoutyou = Love. So there.
Things to do today...
Study for Anatomy.
Study for Spanish make up work.
Work on Shoe project.
Rock the freak out.
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